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You don’t need to go into the desert. Since you already have health issues, you need to be around medical care of you’re going to do an extended fast. That being said, I always feel much better during extended fast. Perhaps they can help you, too.
Please don’t do that. Like really please don’t go fast for 40 days in a desert. It will kill you.
Please continue seeing your mental health professionals and discuss any plans for treatment with them.